Apr 17, 2007

Half Blah Birthday

Daphne and Dan are awesome! For my birthday, they came over (and actually got here at midnight, which was pretty cool of them, since they both had to work the next day, I think) and I got some pretty flowers (I'm not sure what kind, but they're pretty!) and a newnewnewnew monitor! I love it. Everything is so clear and everything looks amazing! I love it. <3
And my mom got me this cool watch set thing, it has a bunch of different color straps so you can switch it around and like color coordinate with outfits and everything, it's awesome! :D The only little thing is that it runs slow, but a new battery should fix that problem.

And now, my dad. He did technically pay for my Mary Kay stuff, which is awesome, I'm happy about that. But, he wasn't here for my birthday. He left for Sharon's the day before. All I have to say is, WHAT THE FUCK? I know Sharon is important to him, but how does he think it made me feel that he thinks it's more important to be with her than to at least spend a bit of time with me on my birthday? I was HOME ALONE on my BIRTHDAY. How do you think that made me feel? Maybe I'm being selfish, but spending your birthday alone is honestly one of the shittiest things ever.
I am so happy that Daphne and Dan at least spent the night, even though I only spent about an hour with them before they had to sleep/leave for work. It made me so happy that they at least came to spend some time with me. But spending the rest of the day all alone made me feel so insignificant.

Anyways, work is going pretty good. I still get messed up with a lot of the till stuff, like when to swipe debit cards or circling the crazy stuff at the bottom of the receipt...blah. But I'll get the hang of it eventually. I hope. :)

Apr 11, 2007

Why work for a living?

I feel really upset and pissed off. But at the same time I'm a bit happy.

I got a birthday card from Grandma today, which was cool, I'll have to remember to call her or even write her a letter. :D Also, my new debit card came in the mail and I've got that all set up, which is also GOOD. And the cellphones dad ordered came in today, and I've claimed one as my own. :D

But then there's work. I really, really want to do good at work, but I feel like I'm already fucking it up too much. I feel completely lost all the time, and I keep messing up simple things like a normal transaction with a edge card, or gift card. I don't really feel very comfortable there either, nobody besides Jason has actually talked to me, even when I try to start up a conversation (unless I mess something up), and I can't even remember the prices of things or to check the wall behind the counter for the new games when someone brings one up to the counter. I always forget to circle the bottom of the receipt and I feel like I'm always doing things wrong and that nobody wants me to be there.
I'm hardly going to get paid anything at all, and people already want the money. I won't be able to get my ID back or pay back Daphne for WoW and Burning Crusade, and work clothes she bought me, since dad is apparently expecting money when I get paid.

Apr 6, 2007

Little brothers are secretly devils in disguise

So I started work at EB Games on Monday. It was pretty good, a bit confusing, but still good. There was lots of random little things to remember, so it was overwhelming, but I started getting used to some of it pretty fast. I worked Tuesday too and it was pretty much the same. Yesterday was a bit different though. I met Justin and Jason, and the whole night I felt really out of place. I guess it was because I don't really know them, and they just talked to each other the whole time, so yeah. Jason seems really good though, he was doing everything like he's been working there ages. It was neat.

In other news, I'm really pissed off. I came home last night since I don't work until Sunday, and everything in my room is messed up. As soon as I walked in, I knew Jonathon had messed up everything. Both my blankets were gone, and my jackets were on my bed. The blind in my room is gone, and now there's a sheet hanging over the window. My xbox was sitting on the vent, the cords are all over the bloody place, and my controller is gone. The ring tone on the phone was changed to some annoying siren sounding thing, the speakers weren't plugged in right and mess up every time I try to listen to something. My PC was moved way over, all my bank papers that I had neatly organized are all over the place...WHY THE HELL CAN'T HE JUST LEAVE MY SHIT ALONE?! I don't go in his room and move everything around and mess up things, do I? No. But I'm really tempted to right now. Everytime I'm gone, even for the day, I come back and everything is in a complete mess. It really makes me angry, seeing as I told him NOT to touch my computer or mess with anything in my room, but he did anyways.
 

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