Just Venting

I'm so pissed off. I'm really just tired, and I should have been in bed hours ago, and I haven't been sleeping good...but I'm really pissed off.

Dad isn't home tonight. He said he was just going to be gone for the day, but I guess by day he meant 24 hours or something. I don't know. That makes me angry, because he didn't even say he was going to be gone overnight, which I think he really should. I could have just called and said, "Well, thanks for letting us know you weren't coming home." but...I'm done caring for the time being. I'm just so angry, and he can go and try to forget about mom by pretending he's happy seeing all these random women. Don't care.

Blah, blah. Then, I keep getting frustrated/upset at Nate. Sometimes he'll do/say something and it makes me really angry, then I'm suddenly sad about it. I guess I feel sad because I don't want to be upset at him. And we're slowly growing farther apart. Maybe that's what's upsetting me too.
I don't know. I hope this doesn't make sense, and is full of silly spelling mistakes.